I had an awesome birthday weekend despite the crazy, snowy weather! I mean it is February after all, the coldest month of the year! #PiscesSeason. My weekend was filled with lots of LOVE from all the important people in my life! I was truly humbled and feel so very blessed to have celebrated another year of life. It’s been a rough year for all of us, some more than others. This harsh reality wasn’t far from my mind as I celebrated my birthday. I just continue to pray and send out good vibes into the universe that all this chaos will end, sometime in the near future. If we never get back to normal, I hope at least, we can get back to a new normal, that makes us all feel whole again.
So you might be wondering what my above Bitmoji means. Why do I need a hug? Well, first off, I mean who doesn’t love a good hug? I do! I feel like as we get older, we get way less hugs then we used to. So I always embrace a good ole hug! It really helps to feed the soul and slow down any anxious adrenaline pulsating throughout the body. So why do I need a hug? Well, I’m starting to feel the crunch of these final two months of thesis. It’s finally hitting me as I try to complete my chapters, and revise as needed. I’m currently trying to piece my chapters together into a cohesive order that works for the overall telling of my story. Ugh! No easy feat, but I’m trying my best! Below I will share my Table of Contents and briefly describe what each chapter will contain. Again, this is a work in progress, nothing is set in stone and I’m looking forward to all of your feedback! Thanks guys, can’t wait to see you all in class and hear all about your progress! Xo.
Table of Contents
Chapter 1: Riptide (reoccurring dreams, first memory of my OCD, start of therapy).
Chapter 2: In Waves (reoccurring dream, my younger years and bouts with anxiety/OCD).
Chapter 3: Quicksand (the highs and lows of mental illness).
Chapter 4: Tangled Roots (my family tree and long history of mental illness).
Chapter 5: Brotherly Love (my fractured relationship with my brother).
Chapter 6: Degenerate (explicit chapter about self loathing and pain due to my illness).
Chapter 7: Oh Heavenly Father (a look back at my Catholic upbringing and education).
Chapter 8: Echoes (a deep, detailed dive into the complexities of my rituals and obsession’s).
Chapter: 9 Permanent Glitch (learning to live each day with OCD. embracing the permanency).
Chapter 10: The Phoenix (my rebirth, and redemption).